siapakah aku?

Aku adalah seorang HAMBA dan juga seorang khalifah...

Tuesday, September 11, 2012

...working?...

assalamualaikum...
need an escapism again

alhamdulillah
ive been working for almost 3 months right now
been called as a doctor
nothing great about it
especially u know that u are doing more harm than good
u are collecting more sins tha do more deed

u are moving 1 step closet to the hell fire more than bring forward to HIm

in this field,working with humans,ur colleague ,ur bosses, ur clients-its all human
and its so nearly impossible to satisfy these peoples
and also to satisfy ourself

O Allah
let this job make me a better person,

amiin


http://drhar.blogspot.com/2012/06/dr-harlinas-survival-tips-for-junior.html
http://drhar.blogspot.com/2011/08/dr-harlinas-survival-tips-for-house.html

Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Friday, June 8, 2012

work?

assalamualaikum
insyallah by next week gonna start working
after 3 months of holiday
this brain is quite rotten
with a 1st-year-medical-student-mentality
hopefully i can reset,refresh n reload my niat before start working
as only for Allah n ummah

but what come into minds now only money
money-oriented-attitude
money-oriented-job
its all about money!

yes,
i want to be like S.khadijah
want to be like sahabah

they are rich
not just in term of money,but also
they are rich with love too!
(love Allah and his mesengger)

O Allah,please strenghten my imaan
and dont let me be the slave of dunya
because i am Allah's slave,
and only Him i shall devoted myself to,,

O Allah,please ease it,,amiin

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

assalamualaikum

alhamdulillah
alhamdulillah
alhamdulillah
alhamdulillah
alhamdulillah
alhamdulillah

all praises to Him
and only Him

bcoz only Him can make dis thing possible

alhamdulillah..

Thursday, February 23, 2012

.::.miracle::..

asalamualaikum

so,2 more paper to go

the climax of this examination

the so-called-final-mbbs

i need miracle from Him

to Him and only Him i turn my head to

pray for me

pray for us

hopefully my plan is same wif His plan

but He is indeed THE BEST PLANNER

doa+usaha+tawakal

salam


Wednesday, February 15, 2012

human do change!



assalamualaikum

*juz think out loud from mr-brain*

yes!human do change

its juz the matter of

become better
or worst!

so its up to us

u choose

its ur pick

today yes,

maybe we can claim

we're 1000 times better than others

but next day

we wont know

what happen to us

what road do we travel

what choice do we take

what talk do we chat

bcoz our 'hati' belong to Him

and dis 'hati'

always change
(bersifat tidak tetap)

and

we've always have to pray

pray

pray

really hard

so we wont be run away

wont turn our head

our face

from our Rabb

and

we want to die as a

nahnuansarullah
(61:14)

lets us become better

day by day

moment by moment

though its hard

but Allah promise us

He'll forgive aaallllll our sin

as long as we didnot syiirik to Him

we are in charge of our own behavior

until d day we meet with our Creator


O Allah,im not ur most faithful servant,
i commit sins yet i tell people not to
forgive me
and strenghtned my imaan

ameen

p/s: tawakall untk paper2 yg berlalu,smoga pemeriksa2 kertas murah hati,x nmpak kesalahan2 kami,
:mohon doa supaya dipermudahkan untk paper2 yg akan datang,,amiin
:smoga Allah redha

Sunday, February 12, 2012

....

assalamualaikum

so heres d final of mbbs come,,,
13th march to 1st april

smoga perancangan kami sama dengan perancangan sang pencipta,,,amiin
Allaahumma Laa Sahla Illaa Maa Ja’altahu Sahlaa Wa Anta Taj’alul Hazna Idza Syi’ta

Sahlaa

“Ya Allah, tidak ada kemudahan kecuali apa yang Engkau jadikan mudah. Dan apabila

Engkau berkehendak, Engkau akan menjadikan kesusahan menjadi kemudahan.”




Monday, February 6, 2012

i heart you...

assalamualaikum..

mari menghayati video yang hebat ini!



*mode mabuk post-minum-redbull*

Monday, January 30, 2012

rindu

assalamualaikum

okeh,
pengakuan berani hidup!muahahaha


SAYA MAHU MASUK SYURGA!!!!

TAPI HARGA SYURGA ITU SANGAT MAHAL!

saya mahu masuk syurga!
melihat wajah Allah
bersembang2 dengan Rasulullah
sahabat2

saya juga ingin menjadi sehebat Rabiatul Adawiyah!
pendamba cintaMu

aku ingin menjadi penolong agamaMu
walaupun ku sedar fungsi aku hnya sdikit skali!
pengorbanan ku hanya seciput!




O Allah,janganlah Kau ambil kembali hidayah ini setelah Kau beri hidayah ini

O Allah,janganlah Kau abaikan hambaMu ini

kerna aku tahu

Kau sgt dekat denganku

O Allah,the most forgiveful,merciful
please forgive me-the sinner


* * *
*mode rindu akhawat,n wasilah2 tarbiyah*

Saturday, January 21, 2012

..::tired::..

assalamualaikum

mode:-
*exam*
*cuakness*
*siapa cakap mati menjemput bila dah tua?*
*penat bermujahadah dan x cukup mujahadah..huhu*

that is the worst part : when u know what u are doing is WRONG but u still cant resist it,
unable to resist it and really am stress with the outcome-u gain nothing from it or u just move 1 step nearer to hell fire or u are running from Him,His jannah,HIs redha...
astaghfirullahalazim
i seek forgiveness from u Allah...


Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan (sahaja) mengatakan: "Kami telah beriman," sedang mereka belum diuji? Dan sesungguhnya Kami (Allah) telah menguji orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang yang benar, dan sesungguhnya Dia (Allah) mengetahui orang yang dusta.
[al-Ankabut, 29:2-3]


Lirik Satu Cinta - Hasnul Jamal

Ya ghaffar....
ighfirlana zhunubana..
watub 'alaina..
wa'fu'anna...
ya Maulana..

Oh tuhanku..
Engkau dengarlah rintihanku..
di waktu keheningan malam Engkau dengarlah rintihanku...
Engkau terimalah bisikanku
di waktu keseorangan Kau kabulkanlah doaku
walaupun aku tidak pandai memohon

Aku hambaMu yang hina ini
dtg kpdMu di waktu waktu kegelapan malam
mengadu segala kesalahan
memohon dgn rahmatMu
ampunan dan kemaafan dipinta

Aku dtg kepadaMu menyerah diri dengan penuh penyesalan
aku tersungkur ke hadratMu Tuhan
menyerah diri dgn penuh kehinaan
oh...Tuhan

Sudah aku bersungguh beramal
namun banyak cacat celanya
bahkan aku andai derhaka
ditambah lagi dengan dosa-dosa
jauhariku yang belum dapat aku tinggalkan

Tuhan...
sebenarnya aku tersiksa dengan dosa
jiwaku tidak tenang dengan segala kesalahan
kerana itulah aku,dtg kepadaMu
memohon keampunan

Ampunkanlah aku Tuhan
kalau Engkau tak ampunkan
hidupku sudah tiada baki apa-apa lagi
kaya pun tiada guna
apatah lagi miskin papa
segala yang aku miliki sudah tiada nilainya
hidupku tiada sempurna

Aku dtg kepadamu menyerah diri dengan penuh penyesalan
Aku tersungkur ke hadratMu tuhan
menyerah diri dgn penuh kehinaan
ooo...Tuhan terimalah..
Aku kan hambaMu....

di copy dari sini

Sunday, January 8, 2012

..::keliru::..

assalamualaikum

astaghfirullahalazim
astaghfirullahalazim
astaghfirullahalazim

ya,jujurnya aku keliru
antara duniaku
dan akhiratku
memaknai makna
sebagai seorang daie
dan juga sebagai seorang tabib

keliru kerana aku mengabaikan keduanya
sewajarnya, apabila dikatakan daie
haruslah kene cermerlang
buktkan Islam itu tinggi
dan meninggikan...

Allah,dan ternyata ianya sukar T__T
tapi kita hendaklah sentiasa berusaha!
Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang melaikan dengan usaha merekA!

Allahuakhbar
Allahuakhbar
Allahuakhbar

sesungguhnya hanya kepada Kamu ku panjatkan pertolongan dan doa
kerana aku tidak mampu untuk mengharunginya diri sendiri,,amin
insyallah3

f459
mmmmc

Wednesday, January 4, 2012

love lagi!

assalamualaikum
yeah,its about 37-38 days left to final exam
but i juz come across dis old songs

njoy it=D
To Know You is To Love You

Album : Kias Cinta
Munsyid : Suhaimi
http://liriknasyid.com

At times when I feel so lonely
No one to keep me company
You were there
At times when I feel so trouble
No one for me to turn to
You were there
You always there
In times of pain n sorrow
When it feels like there’s no tomorrow
In you I find peace and strength
To get my life back on track again
In times of joy and laughter
Happiness feels like forever after
In you I find it never ends
Cause your love’s always there to mend
I’ve come to realize
That you are my savior
You’re the most forgiving
Most merciful
A step I take towards You
Thousand steps you will see me through
You’re the All Knowing
You’re the Most Gracious
Most Bountiful
Oh Allah
The more I know you
The more I love you…

copy paste from here