2nd day,5th week,medicine posting,muar
dat was my 1st time in my life,as a 4th year student,
saw a patient die,,
in front of me and my friend
speechless,,
dunt noe wat to say,blank
i feel useless as i cant do anything
useless as i juz stand there n watch it,
as if its juz a scene in a drama or sumthing...
...
hurm,,,such an xperience,,
actualyy everyone will face it,,n its juz d matter of time,place,n how it happen
after a while,then i realize,,
when we were watching d preparation for d procedure
actually,Malaikat Maut already been there,doing his job,,,
maybe today is her time,,but we'll never noe our time...
p/s:peringatan kepd diri sndiri yang masih x sedar2 diri,,dan juga sahabat2,,
bak kate org tua2,,'rumah kate pegi,kubur kate mari',,kate2 tuh diapplikasikan kat sume peringkat umor sbnrnye,,,bak kate 'syabab'
'tujuan hidup di bumi adalh untk mati,,dan Mati adlah untk hidup di akhirat yg kekal abadi'...
Ya Allah,,matikanlah hati ini sebagai mati syahid yang berjuang di jalan-Mu...amiiin..
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