siapakah aku?

Aku adalah seorang HAMBA dan juga seorang khalifah...

Tuesday, September 11, 2012


need an escapism again

ive been working for almost 3 months right now
been called as a doctor
nothing great about it
especially u know that u are doing more harm than good
u are collecting more sins tha do more deed

u are moving 1 step closet to the hell fire more than bring forward to HIm

in this field,working with humans,ur colleague ,ur bosses, ur clients-its all human
and its so nearly impossible to satisfy these peoples
and also to satisfy ourself

O Allah
let this job make me a better person,


Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Friday, June 8, 2012


insyallah by next week gonna start working
after 3 months of holiday
this brain is quite rotten
with a 1st-year-medical-student-mentality
hopefully i can reset,refresh n reload my niat before start working
as only for Allah n ummah

but what come into minds now only money
its all about money!

i want to be like S.khadijah
want to be like sahabah

they are rich
not just in term of money,but also
they are rich with love too!
(love Allah and his mesengger)

O Allah,please strenghten my imaan
and dont let me be the slave of dunya
because i am Allah's slave,
and only Him i shall devoted myself to,,

O Allah,please ease it,,amiin

Tuesday, March 6, 2012



all praises to Him
and only Him

bcoz only Him can make dis thing possible


Thursday, February 23, 2012



so,2 more paper to go

the climax of this examination

the so-called-final-mbbs

i need miracle from Him

to Him and only Him i turn my head to

pray for me

pray for us

hopefully my plan is same wif His plan

but He is indeed THE BEST PLANNER



Wednesday, February 15, 2012

human do change!


*juz think out loud from mr-brain*

yes!human do change

its juz the matter of

become better
or worst!

so its up to us

u choose

its ur pick

today yes,

maybe we can claim

we're 1000 times better than others

but next day

we wont know

what happen to us

what road do we travel

what choice do we take

what talk do we chat

bcoz our 'hati' belong to Him

and dis 'hati'

always change
(bersifat tidak tetap)


we've always have to pray



really hard

so we wont be run away

wont turn our head

our face

from our Rabb


we want to die as a


lets us become better

day by day

moment by moment

though its hard

but Allah promise us

He'll forgive aaallllll our sin

as long as we didnot syiirik to Him

we are in charge of our own behavior

until d day we meet with our Creator

O Allah,im not ur most faithful servant,
i commit sins yet i tell people not to
forgive me
and strenghtned my imaan


p/s: tawakall untk paper2 yg berlalu,smoga pemeriksa2 kertas murah hati,x nmpak kesalahan2 kami,
:mohon doa supaya dipermudahkan untk paper2 yg akan datang,,amiin
:smoga Allah redha